my life is feelin'
checkin the corners for secrets
oh lord, I'm filled so much with doubt
I hear you in the whispers I tell myself
its almost beyond yr help
I see your shape in the mirror
I can't turn around to see your face gettin' any clearer
oh lord, I'm filled with so much doubt
I see you in the pictures I paint of myself
I guess thats just the hand I dealt
selling my soul so I can buy yr love
spiral out into the mornin sun
oh lord I feel I'm risin' up to the world above
I know there's nothing I can say
so ill just keep on mutterin' to myself